Your Peace Is More Important

Recently as I have grown into my twenties and my outlook on life has differed. Whether that's from past experiences or that so much has changed since I was a teenager I don't know. The transition from being a teen to a grown woman is a shock that happens one day and you do just feel different.

How I react and what I think about certain things don't pop into my mind anymore. It is more peaceful. More carefree and focused on what I think are more important to me. Like keeping my circle small, doing what I love and essentially being happy. Compared to the toxicness and negativity I have experienced since my teens. And you should hope that we all evolve at some point. 

With this it doesn't mean that everyone else around you is on the same wavelength. We all grow at different paces. Which can make it difficult to keep the peace. Friends could be out partying and you're at home cooped and comfy. Or in a new healthy relationship whilst they are dating multiple people freely. You can start to feel detached from friends that you couldn't imagine going a day without and feel different about situations to those. Not agreeing on the same morals can be a red flag for some. 

This can lead to unnecessary confrontations because how can you agree to disagree? Something I don't agree with because it has not been solved. It is when the strength from within comes through to remember that your peace is important.

When you have evolved from past difficulties and feelings it can be hard for others to understand where you are at. You may not enjoy the same things as you did before or may have defenses about certain subjects. 

It is disheartening when the people around you don't understand it can be lonely but most of all it is important to choose those who do and evolve with you. To value those people.

If those that dont understand can't meet halfway then it wasn't meant to be. You can always reconnect just now they aren't present within this season.

Remember it is never easy to grow up but others should make it feel better within the process. This isn't said and done but continues to grow on.